SCS!

SCS life had been very culture shocked! hahas interesting.. but need to brush up alot of things. fitness drills commands. haiz... but looking toward the end of the course where i will earn my rank! hahas!!





liang wen yi! you better study hard and learn to save! go find some part time job to do la! for now i have no confident to fully take care of you :( so you better jiayou by yourself too...

POP!!!

3 more weeks 3 more weeks 3 more weeks! woohoo! going to POP lor!! happy happy!

field camp over lor!!!!

field camp is finally over! YES! hell ya!! the most defining moment of BMT is over! woohoo!

BUT it is really hell over the 4days at the "jungle"!

Day 1

road march 8km with ard 20kg field pack on the back, totally shag all the way even on the first day. the field camp site was behind rocky hill. it was no joke at all. i was appointed as the section ic. when there is appointment, there comes big responsibility. after the road march, we were given our own location inside the camp site and need to build up our tent asap plus the drainage ard the tent. in between need to fall in and i forget to count the strength of my section and i got to "face the ground". it was totally shag out. the first day most unforgettable event was tat i helped my section mate who was having hyperventilation to the medic and become a medic helper after that. rushing from one fall out to another. after all tat helping, i cant take it and i was feeling breathless, the contract of my heart was pain. i was admitted to the medical center for drip and 2 injections. i tot i was going to fall out of the field camp, but i dun wish to. in the end i manage to return back to the field camp at midnight!

Day 2

all the standards kicked in. we got pumped for failing to get our standards( falling in slow, failure to count strength on time). but on this day, we got fire movement lessons. we put our heart into it to learn the lessons as i can see my section mates trying their best to do the drills. it was overall a much better improved day. i got to do my sentry duty at 4am....and sth happened after i off duty for 15min ltr.

Day 3

as i continue, the worst thing happened! TURNOUT! it was panic mode on! everyone had to wake up due to the shooting by the sgts and sirs. it was like the end of the world lidat!!! HELL! everyone start tearing down the tents and pick up the field pack and rush out to fall in! it was totally hell!!!!!! ppl rushing, ppl being leave behind. it was totally chaos! argh!! ya as it continue, we were damn tired from tat alr and guess what we knew it was coming, the shell scrape time! really damn tired to die the shell scrape, and worst of it is yet to come. as the sgts think we are not putting in effort to dig the shell scrape, they decided to make the shell scrape to become our own grave. Leopard crawl time! is insane crawling up and down. Prone down and run and prone and run. is totally inhuman stuffs, that will make you give up. but is different for us, we dint give in nor give up till the end we reach the top more worst. when we reach the top, there we see in the sgts hands were the letter from all our loved one, they told alot of shit and rubbish and started to burn the letter away, sadness and tears filled the eyes of my platoon mates. is really an inhuman act by our sgts. Of course they do have a heart, they burnt the replicate and kept the real one with them, after that we did receive our letter. my eyes filled with tears as i opened the letter, the letter was not by my parents, i knew my parents wont write letter so i do understand but what the sgt wrote to me was motivating enough. after the letter, we got to go back and continue to dig our shell scrape, this time we are all motivated to dig it tat almost all of us finish before sundown. tat day after so much scolding and punishment we fall in on time for our Routine order.

Day 4

the final day of field camp, obviously is covering up the shell scrape tat we dug. but firstly in the morning, we got to do our fire movement drills test tat we learnt over the field camp period. it was a long the waiting test as we are being dispatch in grp of three. i volunteered myself to be the forward fire movement and rear fire movement ic as i was confident with that. that down at night, we got to fall in and it is the time we fall in the fastest for the whole field camp period. It was OC evening as we end the field camp with fried chix, 2 cans drink each. we finally survived field camp! woohoo!!

PS: i'm sorry that i was unable to contact you for the 4/5 days. guess we need to close up the distance. i dun wan to distance away from you like last time lidat.

and most of all: POP!!!! 5 more weeks!

where is my pillar of love?

where are you when i need you?

every weekend, the tiredness will be carried over to the following Monday.

the fatigue in the body is not explainable.

ONLY YOU can heal it for me.

plan after plan, destroy;screw or spoil whatever you called it.

i will never spend a wonderful day with you.

just my apology to you. I'm sorry.

you got your new life, guess i am being pushed further down on your 'list'

i can only wish the moment of "well planned" will come sooner or later.

shall silently signed off now..............bye

CLOSED!

Not going to blog anymore...
useless bunch of shit

sadie's ice cream desire!

went to imm
sadie wan to go buy sth that can put her clothes nicely
in the end bought nth at all.... =.= waste time only

and before we left, we went to buy ice cream
the mac person dunno how to make that she made once and throw away,
she made another one that sadie said in her face: "like cheat money one"
then the person ask her wan change a new one, sadie face lighted up and said yes.
she asked her manager to come make. which make sadie damn satisfied.ta-da! hahas!! then she went for a bloody stupid tuition session! that she complained of killing her tutee! hahas

i got to ball, finally with some rejections. sad that my team got a spoiler!



PS: darling, where is my ice cream treat! idiot you owe me one!

care and concern

care and concern
IMPORTANT!
overdoing it?
big troubles...


going to readjust,检讨。

=)

exercised!

basketball 2 days in a row!
feel damn good
but need to start slimming down...
running time soon!
need to improve on dribble, cutting, and rebound. feel so weak!




feel your love again!

"her" way

this is something i dun like
but if is good for both of us, let give it a try
is all abt tears, hugs, and talks
only can change for the better

Peace, calm, readjust, hope




PS: i'm sorry... no more suffering as this is the promise i poise to you and myself

not again :(

there i goes again!
when will i stop!
will you pls stop thinking lidat!
jealousy & misunderstanding!
cant you two just leave me ALONE!
i just wan to have a clear mind!




Rest in peace!

HER :)

i love her very much till i dint know i did hurt her.
is time i do some repent stuffs that i dint do it in the past.
now i wan to love her more!

I love YOU Neo Boon Yik